Back in July 2012 when I discovered that we were expecting, there was about a week lapse before the doctor could see me. It's a very strange to see that you're pregnant on a test, but have no other real way to prove it. In fact, before the belly starts showing it's kind of a surreal, is-this-really-true feeling. For the week that I was waiting to see him on the ultrasound and have it confirmed by the doctor, I was very nervous. I usually am in pretty good control of my mind and can keep the negative thoughts away, but that week was rough. The nervousness and anxiety about keeping this little 7 week old soul thriving in my tummy nearly killed me. I was frustrated with myself for being so worried since worry is a negative emotion. To keep my positivity in check, I put this post it on my bathroom mirror. It says, "Baby Jones is healthy! I am so grateful!"
That was one year and 7 months ago. I just noticed this post-it in my bathroom cabinet today (where I'd moved it once I started to show and was feeling more confident about the pregnancy). I can't believe that not only did little "Baby Jones" survive his stint in my womb, but has been out in the world and thriving for almost a year now. It has been the most amazing year of my life. One of my Facebook friends (who had a baby around the same time as me) posted this to her new and upcoming mommy friends, "Get ready for some of the best (and worst) moments life has to offer." Truer words were never spoken.
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